Uprooting Bitterness

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Hello, sweet friend. If resentment has been quietly weighing on your heart, you’re not alone. Bitterness slips in after real hurt—betrayal, abandonment, or injustice—and slowly poisons our joy, relationships, and walk with the Lord.

As host of The Addicted to God Podcast, I created this space for women who feel tired, overwhelmed, or discouraged yet long for a deep, lasting relationship with God. The movement was born in a local jail where I’ve mentored women for over ten years.

Many came carrying destructive addictions that stole their freedom, families, and hope. The ones who found true transformation didn’t just try harder to quit. They transferred their addiction—shifting that intense drive into a lifelong pursuit of God and His Word.

That’s the heart of this podcast and the Addicted to God movement. In a recent episode, we tackled bitterness, often called “the Prison of Fairness.” How Bitterness Takes Root. It usually begins with a legitimate wound. Someone was unfair, unkind, or unfaithful, and your heart cries, “That’s not fair!” Our instinct is to demand repayment.

But holding onto that debt chains us to the person who hurt us. We replay the offense like a courtroom drama, exhausted as judge, jury, and victim.The women I mentor often say, “They never apologized.” Yet carrying that unpaid debt keeps us locked in the past.

Hebrews 12:15 (NIV) warns: “See to it that no one falls short of the grace of God and that no bitter root grows up to cause trouble and defile many.” That root chokes peace and hardens hearts. The Radical Cure: Forgiveness.

Forgiveness isn’t pretending the pain didn’t happen or saying it was “okay.” It’s a legal transfer: we place the debt in God’s hands and say, “Lord, You are the Righteous Judge. I trust You.”

Jesus modeled this on the cross: “Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing” (Luke 23:34 NIV).

Ephesians 4:31-32 (NIV) commands: “Get rid of all bitterness… forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you.”

We’ve been forgiven an unpayable debt. That same grace empowers us to release others. You don’t need an apology that may never come—you’re setting yourself free from the cage.

Signs that bitterness has taken root is under the surface. Hurt is normal; bitterness is when hurt becomes a permanent heart posture. Signs include replaying conversations, sarcastic humor, avoidance, jealousy, feeling distant from God, irritability, or struggling with gratitude.

Here is a quick test:

Does someone’s name tighten your stomach or drain your joy?

I have a personal confession. While I was preparing this teaching, a name surfaced in my heart. Until then, I didn’t realize that I was harboring bitterness over a faded friendship. A friendship that had evolved, where I most recently felt excluded. I confessed my people-pleasing and seeking her validation instead of God’s. God lovingly redirected my bitter thoughts and replaced them with a heart of gratitude for the authentic Godly girlfriends that I now have in my life and who hold me accountable – accountable to living the Godly life I aspire to live. This is why I started GodlyGirlfriends.com—to build a community where women support and grow together in faith.

So I leave you with a practical exercise. I call it “The Debt Ledger”.

Try this simple exercise with God:

  1. Identify your Debtor — Write the name that triggers tightness.
  2. Itemize the Debt — Honestly list what was taken (trust, peace, reputation, etc.).
  3. Trace the Poison — Note how it has affected your life.
  4. Transfer the Title — Cross it out and pray: “Lord, I release my right to collect. I transfer this debt to You. Heal my heart. In Jesus’ name.”

Forgiveness is a process. When memories return, remind yourself: the debt has been transferred.

Romans 12:19 (NIV) reminds us: “It is mine to avenge; I will repay,” says the Lord. Also, “Fix Your Eyes on Jesus.” Jesus endured the ultimate injustice on the cross without bitterness (Hebrews 12:2). He overcame for us.

Today, transfer your hurts to Him. This is part of being Addicted to God—loving the Lord with all our heart, soul, mind, and strength (Mark 12:28-31) and if this spoke to you, share it with someone carrying bitterness. You are not defined by your past and God is bigger than any struggle.

Saddest, Darkest, Saturday

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Can you imagine the confusion? Imagine how discouraged they must have been. Imagine the grief – the one they put all of their hope is gone. Dead. All the hope of what (they thought) Jesus was supposed to be and what Jesus was supposed to do is gone. What now? Yesterday he died, tomorrow he will be resurrected – but they don’t know that. This is a dark day. Probably the worst day of their lives.

Are they replaying all the words that Jesus spoke to them? He was very explicit about what he would endure. At the time, they rebuked him for saying those things. He was supposed to conquer the world, not be crucified by it.

Were they trying to move ahead and go back to a “normal life”? What is a “normal life” anyway? All they had known for 3 years was Jesus. They gave up EVERYTHING to follow him. Did they have regrets? Were they questioning their decision to follow him now? He said he was the son of man and he called himself son of God – but if that were true, then how could he die? How could this be?

We celebrate Good Friday and we praise and worship God for Sunday, but what about Saturday? When we put ourselves in the disciples shoes, this must have been the greatest test of their faith. I can only imagine how I would have felt. Thank God Sunday is coming, just as we thank God for sending Jesus into the world to die for our sins. Without this sacrificial act, humanity truly would be hopeless.

Why Is The Bible So Confusing?

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If you’ve ever picked up the Bible and thought, “This feels like a foreign language to me,” you are not alone. Maybe you’ve tried reading it and felt confused, bored, or even a little ashamed because it just doesn’t make sense. Or maybe you long for a real relationship with God but don’t know where to start.

I completely understand – I hear this often from women I mentor. It is important to consider that the Bible was written in a completely different time and world than ours. The people who wrote it didn’t have phones, cars, or the internet. They spoke different languages, lived in different cultures, and told stories in ways that don’t always sound like our quick modern self-help books.

Sometimes the words just feel old, making a verse feel irrelevant, antiquated, or out of date. But here’s something important the Bible itself explains:

In 1 Corinthians 2:14 (NLT) it says, “People who aren’t spiritual can’t receive these truths from God’s Spirit. It all sounds foolish to them and they can’t understand it, for only those who are spiritual can understand what the Spirit means.”

In 2 Corinthians 4:3-4 (NLT) we read, “If the Good News we preach is hidden behind a veil, it is hidden only from people who are perishing. Satan, who is the god of this world, has blinded the minds of those who don’t believe. They are unable to see the glorious light of the Good News.”

If the words feel veiled or confusing right now, it might not only be the language or the history — there can be a spiritual side too. Our wounds, weights, and old ways can keep our hearts a little closed off… until we gently invite the Holy Spirit to help us see.

Here’s the good news: You don’t have to stay stuck there. The same Jesus who rose from the dead is ready to come into your life right now. If you’ve never invited Him in, or if you want to open your heart fresh today, you can simply pray something like this from your heart:

“Jesus, I believe You are the Son of God who died for me and rose again. I’m tired of carrying these wounds, weights, and old ways on my own. Please forgive me, come into my life, and fill me with Your Holy Spirit. Help me understand Your Word and become truly addicted to You. Amen”

The moment you invite Him, the Holy Spirit begins to lift the veil and open your eyes to the beauty of God’s Word. It’s the beginning of the most life-giving relationship you’ll ever have.

Don’t lose hope! The very same Bible that can feel foreign at first is actually the most powerful, life-giving book in the world. Read Psalm 19:7-14 (NLT) and see how God describes His Word. He says it revives us, makes us wise, brings joy, and gives insight for living. That’s powerful – and worth the pursuit.

Proverbs 30:5-6 (NLT) reminds us: “Every word of God proves true. He is a shield to all who come to him for protection. Do not add to his words, or he may rebuke you and expose you as a liar.”

Even when it feels hard to understand at first, every word is true and protective. God wants to use His Word to heal your wounds, lift your weights, and change your ways — so you can transfer all of that to the one healthy addiction that truly satisfies: Him.

You’re not defective if the Bible feels confusing right now. It simply means you’re human and you’re stepping into something divine. God didn’t give us a cold checklist — He gave us stories, songs, letters, and real-life truths so we could truly know Him. It’s a lot like beginning any new relationship. At first it feels awkward, but the more time you spend, the more comfortable it becomes — especially as the Holy Spirit softens your heart.

Here are a few gentle, practical steps you can try this week:

  • Use an easy-to-read translation like the New Living Translation (NLT). Pair it with the YouVersion Bible app and listen to the chapter read aloud — it helps the words come alive without getting stuck on hard pronunciations.
  • Don’t start at the beginning. Begin with the story of Jesus in the book of John or Mark.
  • Pray before you read: “God, I don’t understand this very well, but I want to know You. Holy Spirit, please open my eyes and my heart.”
  • Keep it short and kind to yourself — just 10 minutes a day is better than forcing more when you feel overwhelmed.
  • Don’t go it alone. Talk with friends, join a Bible study, or watch short Bible Project videos on YouTube to understand the big picture.

When my days were packed with corporate work, raising my daughters, and earning my master’s degree, I had to schedule time with God like any important appointment. That small shift changed everything for me. I realized that if I wouldn’t skip meetings or time with my girls, how much more important was my time with Him?

Read just one chapter a day, or even just a short section within those books. If you have a study Bible – read the footnotes and gain a deeper, more applicable understanding. Don’t forget to pray first. If something confuses you, that’s okay — just keep showing up anyway.

You’ve got this my friend. The Bible isn’t meant to stay confusing forever. It’s meant to become the most life-changing voice in your story — the place where you meet with God Himself and discover real freedom from the wounds, weights, and ways that have held you back.

Return to God

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“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.”
(Matthew 11:28 NIV)

For almost 20 years, I have been teaching Bible studies, and for the last 10 years, mentoring incarcerated women who are seeking to know truth and rebuild their lives with the help of Jesus. When they first meet with me, they are often desperate. They tell me they have messed up their lives so badly that the only way to find true freedom is by turning their lives completely over to Jesus.

Fascinated by their conviction, I ask them, “Why? Why do you think Jesus is the answer to your problems?” The typical response is something like this: “I grew up in church, but when I got to high school, I got mixed up with the wrong crowd. My mother (or grandmother) took me to church and has always prayed for me. I now know I should have listened to them.”

Hindsight is always 20/20, isn’t it? We make choices—even ones that seem good at the time—only to find ourselves in a place we never wanted to be. This is just like the parable of the prodigal son in Luke 15:11–32. The youngest son ends up in a pigpen one day and having to face the consequences of making a series of bad choices, decides to return home, where his father has long been awaiting his return. We turn away from God, and once we realize we’re not where we wanted to be, we can return to Him, repent, and ask Him to help us rebuild our lives.

God watches patiently as we try to run our own lives, until the day we finally see that we need Him—and have needed Him all along. He embraces us, welcomes us back into His loving arms, without condemnation for what we have done.

I love this story, and I love how the incarcerated women I mentor see themselves in this story too. Is that your story? If you think it is, God wants you to come back. He is waiting patiently for your return. So how do we actually return to God?

The Bible makes it clear that the path begins with honest repentance—a heartfelt turning away from sin and turning toward Him. As Acts 3:19 says, “Repent therefore, and turn back, that your sins may be blotted out, that times of refreshing may come from the presence of the Lord.”

This isn’t just feeling sorry; it’s a deliberate change of direction. Start by confessing your sins to God openly—no excuses, no hiding. He promises in 1 John 1:9 that if we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us and cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

Humble yourself, pray, seek His face, and turn from whatever has pulled you away, as 2 Chronicles 7:14 assures us: God will hear from heaven, forgive, and bring healing and restoration.

Practically, this looks like daily steps of reconnection: Spend time in Scripture to hear His voice again, pray honestly (even if it starts as a simple cry for help), and surround yourself with a supportive faith community that encourages you. Worship Him, not just in songs but in a posture of surrender.

God isn’t distant or angry—He is gracious, compassionate, and slow to anger, as Joel 2:13 describes, “When we return to Him with our whole heart, He doesn’t just forgive; He restores what was lost, refreshes our spirit, and welcomes us home with joy.”

No matter how far you’ve wandered, the Father is standing by, arms open, ready to run to you. That kind of love is worth everything you have to run away from, give up, or let go of in this world.

Winter Bench, Waiting Soul

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This is the scene I walked past on my morning walk today. Something about it stopped me in my tracks. I pulled out my phone and took the picture—not because it was postcard-perfect, but because it felt strangely personal.

A single bench sits alone on a frozen pond. Empty. Silent. The river it faces is locked beneath thick ice. The temperature hovers around negative ten. Everything looks swallowed by cold—motionless, barren, waiting. The trees stand naked, stripped of leaves and fruit. No blossoms, no green, no sign of life. Yet even in their dormancy, they frame the landscape with quiet dignity. And then there’s the sun—still below the horizon, but already sending faint streaks of light across the sky. The promise of dawn. The certainty that warmth and color are coming, even if they feel far away right now.

As I stood there, the scene began to speak. I thought of people I know—people I love—who feel like that bench right now. They sit in the cold of their days, waiting for someone or something to arrive and give them purpose. They face a world outside their door that never quite delivers what they hoped it would.

They feel the constant pull—tension from every direction:

  • marketers demanding their attention and money
  • loud voices insisting they pick a side
  • responsibilities piling higher than they can carry
  • an aging parent who needs more than they have left to give
  • a job that measures their worth in output
  • a friend in crisis reaching for their shoulder, their wisdom, their strength

Their life feels like those winter trees—decorated with many branches of priority, yet producing nothing life-giving. Overwhelmed. Barren. Exhausted.

But the sun is still rising. And there is the Son. He’s always been there—sometimes placed on the back burner, sometimes almost forgotten amid the noise and weight of “real life.” Yet He remains. Steady. Patient. Offering.

When we turn toward Him—when we give Him the central place in our heart and schedule—something changes.

He doesn’t just warm the surface.
He illuminates the soul.
He renews purpose.
He gently reprioritizes what truly matters.
And somehow, mysteriously, He carries what we cannot.

Jesus Himself invites us:

“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.”
— Matthew 11:28 (NIV)

And the promise continues:

“But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.”
— Isaiah 40:31 (NIV)

You don’t have to stay frozen in overwhelm.
You don’t have to wait passively for hope to show up.
You don’t have to beg the world—or the people in it—to tell you who you are or why you matter. What you need is time with Jesus.
Real, honest, unhurried time.
That’s where rest returns.
That’s where strength is renewed.
That’s where the impossible begins to feel possible again.The bench is still empty this morning.
But the light is coming. And so is He.

Thanks for reading—and for letting this quiet winter scene speak to your heart and encourage you today.

Life is a Series of Doors

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Which one will you choose? The door on the right or the door on the left? One is right; the other isn’t wrong—it’s just not better.

One door might bring people together. The other may divide a relationship. One might hurt someone, while the other will help and heal. Do you take that job that pays more but steals some of your freedom? Do you end a relationship to protect yourself, or do you stay—for the kids’ sake?

Do you buy a newer car and bury yourself in debt for 72 payments, or do you buy that “junker” for cash and hope the repairs don’t bankrupt you? Do you cut someone toxic and self-absorbed out of your life, or do you stick around in the hope that you can encourage them to change? Do you order the salad… or the juicy burger with greasy fries?

Some doors aren’t that significant, yet others are life-altering. Some lead to small, quiet places; others open onto vast auditoriums of possibility. But there is one door that is truly life and death—the door to eternal life with Christ, or the door to eternal torment and anguish, forever separated from God.

People don’t want to hear about it. They love their lives just as they are: successful, well-fed, comfortable, content. Talking about something intangible like heaven and hell makes them uneasy. They act as if ignoring the subject means they don’t have to choose. Sadly, that silence is a choice—and it’s not the one they would make if they truly understood.

I sometimes ask myself why God made it so hard. But then I realize: He didn’t. He made it astonishingly easy. The hardest part was already done for us on the cross. All we have to do is choose it. What will it cost? Everything. But what we gain is truly everything.

Jesus Himself said in Luke 9:24–25 (NIV): “For whoever wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me will save it. What good is it for someone to gain the whole world, and yet lose or forfeit their very self?”

Friends, choose today—and invite others to join you. Open that door, the one that leads to life—eternal life. D.L. Moody, the famous evangelist, once captured it powerfully: “If you are born once, you die twice. But if you are born twice, you die only once.” Born once in the flesh (on your birth date) means you will face physical death and eternal separation from God. But if you are born again—committing your life to Jesus Christ, declaring Him as your Lord and Savior—then when your body dies, your soul passes straight into eternal life with Him.

Choose to live. Choose the door that leads to Jesus.

A Different New Year: Chose HEALTH Over Discontentment

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My social media feed is overflowing with optimism right now. Friends are declaring 2026 will be “the best year ever.” Some are getting married, others are graduating college, expecting babies, or (like many of us in our 50s) becoming grandparents for the first time—or again. Every milestone feels like a reason to celebrate and post. Then come the classic resolutions: eat healthier, exercise more, and lose weight aggressively. I get it—I’ve been there.

But this is my 54th New Year, and I’m taking a different path this time. A couple of months ago, a friend asked if I’d set my goals for 2026. Goals? Honestly, I hadn’t even thought about it. Work makes me set them, but personally? Not really. So I pulled out a notebook and started brainstorming: Lose 10 pounds. Eat better. Join a gym. Spend less, save more. The list grew quickly—overwhelmingly.

As I stared at it, a wave of defeat hit me before I’d even begun. Listing everything I wanted to fix or improve just highlighted all the areas in my life where I am the most discontent. Nothing on that list was truly motivated by honoring God. It was all self-serving: I want to look better in my jeans, fight the signs of aging, feel more in control.

If I dug deeper, the real driver wasn’t closeness to God—it was gaining attention, approval, or security from the world. My flesh would be fed, but my soul? Still restless.The Bible warns us about this exact trap. In Philippians 4:11–13 (NIV), Paul shares his hard-won secret: “I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation… I can do all this through him who gives me strength.” Paul wasn’t chasing better circumstances; he was learning contentment in Christ, no matter what.

Jesus puts it even more directly in Matthew 6:33 (NIV): “But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.” When our deepest pursuit is God Himself—not a smaller waistline or a bigger bank account—He promises to provide what we truly need.

Then there’s 1 Timothy 6:6 (NIV), Paul reminds us: “But godliness with contentment is great gain.” True gain isn’t in what we achieve or acquire; it’s in a life aligned with God, satisfied in Him.

So I simplified. Instead of a long to-do list that exposes my discontent, I chose one daily focus: H.E.A.L.T.H. —not just physical, but holistic health that feeds my soul.

Each day, I aim to pursue:

  • H — Heaping piles of fruits and vegetables (nourishing my body as God’s temple—1 Corinthians 6:19–20)
  • E — Exercise daily (moving my body with gratitude, not punishment)
  • A — Always start with God (time in His Word and prayer first, seeking Him above all)
  • L — Lots of water and less wine (simple stewardship of what He’s given me)
  • T — Take time to relax and read more (resting in His presence, not striving)
  • H — Hug a lot! (loving others well, because that’s where real joy lives)

I love this because it’s not about rigid outcomes or perfection—it’s about daily, grace-filled choices that honor God and care for the life He’s entrusted to me. When I start with Him (that “A” is non-negotiable), the rest flows more naturally. And if I slip? His strength (Philippians 4:13) covers me—no defeat, just gentle course-correction.

If you’re like me—if past resolutions have only spotlighted your discontent and resulted in defeat. Let’s stop chasing self-improvement that feeds the flesh and start pursuing the One who truly satisfies. True health begins when we delight in the Lord (Psalm 37:4), trusting Him to shape our desires and provide what we need.

Who’s with me on this quest for daily H.E.A.L.T.H.? Drop a “like” or comment if you’re choosing God-first contentment in 2026. I’d love to hear how you’re starting your year anchored in Him.

Happy New Year, friends. He’s already with us and being image bearers of God, all He asks is that we make Him the true motivation in 2026 —let’s walk it out together.

Should I Be Scared?

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“Forgive them Father, for they do not know what they do”
Luke 23:34

I was scrolling through X when a video stopped me in my tracks. A young blonde woman, covered in tattoos, shared her powerful testimony. She explained how, since following Jesus, she quit drugs, stopped drinking, ended self-harming, and overcame suicidal thoughts. The post’s subheading caught my eye: “It’s [Christianity] a cult that tricks you into healing and purpose!” Her story of transformation inspired me, but the sarcastic framing made me pause. Is this what people think of Christianity today?

Her story fuels my passion for writing a book about why we should give our lives to Christ and how to live for Him. I volunteer in our local jail ministry, where I’ve seen hundreds of women whose lives have been shattered by drugs and alcohol. At their breaking point, often not their first time incarcerated, they reach out to the chaplain’s office for spiritual meetings. I’m randomly assigned to meet with them, and I’m honored to share the hope of Jesus.

These women are desperate for a way out, and I’ve seen Christ transform their lives from despair to joy. Yet, as I write this book, I see growing hate on social media. Many reject the belief that we need Jesus to reach heaven. Moreover, they view Christianity as a cult, claiming those who believe Jesus is “the way, the truth, and the life” (John 14:6) are misguided. I believe they’re missing the hope Jesus offers, as I’ve witnessed in the lives I serve. Scripture warns that the god of this age, Satan, has blinded the minds of unbelievers, keeping them from the gospel’s light (2 Corinthians 4:4). The world resists the truth, but the truth is what it needs most.

I sit in community meetings where leaders tackle the mental health crisis, homelessness, social isolation, food scarcity, and childcare shortages. Nonprofits compete for scarce funds to “help people,” yet no one suggests connecting people with local churches. They list churches as donors to tap for money while criticizing them, saying, “All churches want is your money.” They’re the first in line for handouts, yet they have no intention of helping churches grow their attendance. This hypocrisy grieves my soul.

Am I scared? Yes. I fear rejection, isolation, and being labeled a “Jesus freak.” But day by day, God prompts me to speak out. I can no longer watch people chase fleeting hopes, only to end up hopeless, discouraged, and defeated. Their missions are valid and needed, but without God, there will always be a void. Scripture urges us, “Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind” (Romans 12:2). When society drifts from God, problems worsen.

I feel the world is more evil today than ever, with rising addiction, division, and godlessness. Do you agree? If not, what makes you see things differently? I welcome the dialogue. Despite my fears, I’m reminded of 2 Timothy 1:7: God gives me a spirit of power, not fear, to share His truth. I’m writing this book because I’ve seen Jesus transform lives, from jail cells to joyful hearts. Join me in sharing this hope, no matter how the world responds. The gospel is the foundation for true healing, and I believe it’s the answer our world desperately needs.
And if you want to watch the video yourself, check it out. I wish more people could experience a transformation like hers: https://x.com/KatKanada_TM/status/1981382525420523653

Want To Change Your Life?

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For the word of God is living and active, and sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing even to the dividing of soul and spirit, of both joints and marrow, and is able to discern the thoughts and intentions of the heart. Hebrews 4:12

Each morning, I start my prayer with a simple, awe-filled, “Wow, God!” For nearly 22 years, I’ve been reading the Bible—10 of those years daily. So why, in 2025, does this habit still leave me in wonder? I’m approaching God’s Word differently now.

For the past two years, I read the Bible cover to cover. In 2023, I followed John MacArthur’s Daily Study Bible plan, reading two Old Testament chapters, a Psalm, a Proverb, and a New Testament chapter each day. In 2024, I read chronologically with The Bible Recap. These years felt like a “rapid-fire” sprint through Scripture—lots of content, but high-level and less fulfilling. It became more of a task than a deep study or connection with God.

Don’t get me wrong—I’m grateful for the experience. Reading the entire Bible showed me the incredible timeline of Scripture, the inspiring stories, and God’s sovereignty in every situation. But this year, I committed to slowing down—way down.

My 2025 plan is to read one New Testament chapter per week. Each day, I read that chapter in a different Bible version. When the version includes study notes, I dig into the footnotes and cross-references. On days without notes, I turn to commentaries by Wiersbe, McGee, and MacArthur. The result? I’ve gained a deeper understanding of Scripture and how to apply it to my life than I have in over two decades. It’s mind-blowing!

As of today, March 25, 2025, I’m only on my third day of studying Matthew chapter 7. You might think I’d be further along by now—maybe Matthew 12—but I’m not. And that’s intentional. I’m taking my time, meditating on God’s Word, and it’s coming alive in a new way. I find myself talking about it throughout the day, recalling its meaning during decisions, conversations, and moments needing discernment.

I’m not memorizing every verse, but I know where to find them when I need them. At this pace—one chapter a week—I estimate it’ll take about three and a half years to finish the New Testament. I may never reach Revelation, let alone the Old Testament, and that’s okay. This slower, deeper approach is transforming me. God is revealing Himself to me in a more intimate way.

That’s why I’m calling this journey “Do You Want to Change Your Life?” It’s changing mine. Want to join me?